Dear diary,
So here we are again. Almost 8 months after my last entry. I have been saved since then by my Ray who has rescued me from the tresses of my own anxiety. However, I do find myself writing to you when the innards of my heart race a mile a minute with uncertainity. Of course you are there to help calm these stormy waters. And for that I thank you:) I thank you very much. As I see letters spill onto this white...starch white canvass and letters forming into words and words into sentences, I realise these are my thoughts running so rampantly in my mind.
I have this wave of uncertanity in my mind and yet the nervous excitement and thrill as I venture into the plethora awaiting me into the unknown. I say plethora because for the first time I think I am going to do exactly what I want and for that I am so thankful to God for sending Ray my way. Oh dear he can be annoying as hell but as he calms my worst fears he rescues me. As I look out my window the blue skies I no longer feel taunted at but feel that the unknown is a wonderful place full of possibilities.
My journey with Cordia ends in a little over two weeks. I have grown here and become a different person here. I had my first heartbreak here. I fell in love here. I was hot here...lol:). I formed relationships here. I grew here. Is there going to be another place that will help me do the same? I think so. I smile as these two weeks get nearer because I will have the opportunity to grow into newer things.
I just want to bookmark this journey because I want to know what I will feel ten years from now. Wow, how time has flown. I gained a considerable amount of grey hairs here....lol:)
