08/27/2012
This girl that constantly challenges the universe although unconciously, apparently...has a new feeling! Weird enough but yes new. I am smitten! I finally have closure from Stone...geez almost 6 years later...marriages end in periods shorter than those! But I no longer think about him, he no longer consumes me and my thought process, it is such an amazing relief! Thank you dear dear dear amazing God!
And no sooner had I let go and was just feeling free yet lonely but putting on a brave front by telling the Universe that I no longer needed someone...bam!! Yes, this girl opened herself up and got smacked by Cupid:) Long story short...I met him at a friends b'day party through a "coy" introduction by her mate. At first I honestly went in with the intention of just having a good time. Fast forward three weeks later I am smitten. We had our first sexual interlude after two dates and I never heard back from him. Seeing this in text is rather jolting. But it has to be said. Not someone I would typically date as he so casually pointed out to me on our second date...lol. He is a ginger:) I dont think I am in love, yet I yearn for his sweet embrace in bed. His caring gaze as he moves a strand of hair from my face. Him bringing me a glass of water while I am in bed. Yes this guy is what I try so hard to not think about everyday. So, I figured Universe...I need to thank you for smacking me unconscious and putting this amazing man in front of me as I had closed myself off.
Well if anything, it has taught me that "wow" can happen if you just leave yourself open...end of the day I have no regrets for the moments he and I have spent. Still thinking of you:)
A hapless blogger...sigh*
