My dear diary,
I am merely reflecting on the tidbits of thoughts that constantly, I mean constantly race through my mind. It never stops. When I am not thinking about something, which is rare, I am racing wildly with my fingers. A neverending saga. I am thankful. I am thankful that I can live in the present. Sometimes moments like the ones I am about to reflect upon are moments people actually want to live and reflect upon. I feel truly blessed to actually do so. I am thankful for being able to work, go to school, have an amazingly, loving, dysfunctional family...it is all a beautiful part of actually belonging to something, someone, and somewhere. My refuge. My thoughts just go towards Sushma. I hope you are doing okay. I can understand why you are standing on the outskirts of everything you once knew. It is because you don't know where you belong. Even if you were made to feel like you belong, deep down you still would not know. And I dont blame you. I know one day you will come around and when you do, when you let go of everything that has taken control of your life, you will truly be able to encompass everything that can make you truly happy. I love you, I pray for you, I wish you the happiness that you still search for.
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