Today has just been one of those days. I am having mixed feelings. Ray moves his things in today...I am not really excited but I know I should embrace each new day with the anticipation of things to come on that day. Why do I do that all the time??? There is this newfound fear yet again and that leads to me being guarded. Ray is a good guy but I cannot remain off guard...just cant. I feel like I am going to lose my space....ah there it is my space. It is the one place I look forward to at the end of the day...so now no more walking around how I feel like it:/. Not only that he is bringing 30 of his plants on my deck...wth??? Oh well...tomorrow is my day off and I am so looking forward to it. I am spending Friday night helping him pack and then next morning we are going to his bowling tournament so that should be fun:). I am just getting so tired of his needy nature already...because he whines about every single thing!
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