Good Morning world,
A new day beckons and I do not want to waste any single minute. I find myself waking up earlier so that I do not miss out on anything and my limitless freedom....it is day seven after all...a whole week. This is the first time I am actually taking stock of each day as it continues its relentless journey...as it always has. Each day with its own purpose and meaning. Wow, what a journey! I get home...a lovely cold drive...just beautiful day. I clean off the remnants of a pre-kitchen fire that I started last night. Aah my kitchen is clean and my coffee consumed. It is going to be a good day. All the wonderful people that touch my life constantly come to my mind like a gentle breeze would touch you on a peaceful spring day. I love love love love these lovely people that continue to bless me with their presence in my life. I love you guys so much...more later:) I come home and finish baking the last set of cookies to be delivered on friday. I am not feeling this one. Every order gets my undivided attention...my mind is just not feeling this. I even took a short cut on this order...something i never do with my cookies. A feeling of calm overcomes me and I am outside myself when I am in my kitchen but it was almost as if I did not want to do this anymore...baking that is. But that is part of my plan...my retirement plan...my nest egg...to own my pastry shop. Am I not the pastry chef that I thought I could aspire to be??? Was it just something I fantasized or romanticized about from watching movies. I dont know but this has definitely got me thinking...:/ However, after meeting my quota for the day...I do feel so relaxed as I curl up on my couch before surrendering myself to the wills of my nocturnal slumber. Good night world...see you in the a.m....I am really looking forward to it!!!
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